walk slowly down the river, dear

You ever get the feeling that everyone has moved or is moving on and reaching new planes while you are somehow left behind? To put it in less emo terms, the environment is dynamic and you're static.

Why are the bands I encounter and love recently, disbanded? The Unicorns and The Anniversary. Is that a sign from Life I am supposed to squint and make some meaning out of it? This is one morse code I can't decipher.

(Yes, it's always about me, damnit. Who cares about you?)

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I keep bumping into dead baby chicks on the road. With their lumpy grey skin, their blue-black lids, their all too yellow gaped beaks and the ants crawling all over them.